PIX-E was, for the months of March-September 2001, Ishkur's official candy raver consultant and content contributor. She used this section as her own personal forum to rant, answer email and talk about all the things that mattered most to the candy raver community. Sadly, PIX-E's candy raver career lasted a brief few but memorable months as Lyndzie, the girl who embodied her, grew out of the funfur and bracelets phase and into a dark music and black clothes/makeup phase, the embodiment of goth. This section remains here as a tribute to her candy memory. Ish. (hey, it could be worse. She could've become an emo kid instead)

why i don't do drugs, Monday, July 23, 2K1 i am "straght edge" i have never tuched EVIN POT i think that i have a good life and don't need to change it at all to me drugs are a wast of time and cash. this is just personaly i have watched lots good friends just sink in to doing drugs and it hurts     to watch people you love become so involved with this drug nothing matters ant more.... thay bacome obsseviv with it...     i have people who think i'm just to scaired to try it.. i have pople who think i'm to stoborn and i have people who think i should shut up and try it... then i have people who will kick my little BUM if i evin tuch it    i think the nigel is the one person who is the stritest about me doing drugs he gets pritty mad if i evin joke about it WITCH i am more then greatful for him    i would rather have him lock me in a room and say NO DRUGS FOR PIX-E rather then shove JIB in my face like some people it shows how much he cares    i just think that thair is so much you have ot look forword to what r u going to tell ur kids I use to do drugs but YOU can't....        well i'm always thinking ahead its my nature to worry about haveing kids and setting good examples!     well i think that of any buddy is haveing problems with drugs that you should get help and talk to some one you care about they will under stand they love you they will help you BUT first you have to help your selves...! good luck and bee carful